The one where Molly turns yellow

I'm really interested in The Color Code - a personality test. I think it's interesting to learn more about and understand the people around me and why they think and act the way they do. I've taken the test a couple different times and got (basically) the same results. I'm roughly 60% yellow, 30% white and 9% red. Oh.. And maybe 1% blue :]

Here is a short summary of what all the colors mean:

RED (Motive: POWER)—These are the power wielders. Power: the ability to move from point A to point B and get things done, is what motivates and drives these people. They bring great gifts of vision and leadership and generally are responsible, decisive, proactive and assertive. 


BLUE (Motive: INTIMACY)—These are the do-gooders. Intimacy: connecting, creating quality relationships and having purpose, is what motivates and drives these people. They bring great gifts of quality and service and are generally loyal, sincere, and thoughtful.


WHITE (Motive: PEACE)—These are the peacekeepers. Peace: the ability to stay calm and balanced even in the midst of conflict, is what motivates and drives these people. They bring great gifts of clarity and tolerance and are generally kind, adaptable, and good-listeners.


YELLOW (Motive: FUN)—These are the fun lovers. Fun: the joy of living life “in the moment”, is what motivates and drives these people. They bring great gifts of enthusiasm and optimism and are generally charismatic, spontaneous, and sociable.

Can you understand how I'm such a major yellow now? I like to remind myself that just because have only a tiny bit of blue doesn't mean I'm not sincere or loyal :] Taking this test helped me learn so much about myself.. I understand so much now! Yellows tend to be really indecisive and sort of avoid commitment. It's not that I'm scared of commitment of any type. I just want to make sure I'm ready for it and, being so indecisive, I never know if I'm actually ready for anything. Does that make sense?

I've been talking to a few of my friends about marriage and dating. They act like they're totally ready for married life. Are you serious? Don't get me wrong, if it happened to me, I'm sure I'd be thrilled. It just makes me so anxious thinking about the expectations people may have. I'm not looking for marriage. I might be looking for a husband, but I don't need him to be my husband right now. I need some time to figure myself out.

I'm 20 year old LDS girl. I feel like I'm running out of time and that's ridiculous. I'm going to enjoy this time I have to live life. I look forward to finding that guy and he's bound to be awesome (I mean, I can't deny that..), but my hopes are that we can get to know each other super well first. I'm looking for someone who will not only support and sustain my future family, but a man that will help me become the best person I can be. I need someone who can see me at my best and my worst and love me all the same. Someone I laugh with. A lot :]

Most importantly, I need time to become what he is looking for. If I found "Mr. Right" right now, I'm afraid he would pass me by. I don't feel like I'm ready yet. I'm just getting my balance and I hope we find each other when I have both feet on the ground. Maybe that's wishful thinking, but that's what I'm hoping for.

Sidenote: I just really hope he's a red personality type. Maybe blue.. What would happen if I fell in love with another yellow? haha. We would have too much fun playing and not enough time working.

I'm sure I'll figure it all out - well, actually.. I probably won't. But, I feel like things are coming together. I'm moving right along. I'm so thankful for the people in my life. I don't know what I would do without the support group I have. If you're reading this, then I definitely appreciate you :] for taking the time to look at my blog and read my post. You're wonderful!

PS.. I promise I'll post some fun pictures next time! I always like the posts with lots of pictures :]